Seeking release from the strongholds of the mind and the past; doing the inner work, but always end up, to what seems like the start. Lessons in the present, but too focused on the obstacles and future; so we repeat the tests of trials, and continue the conflict within.
Wounds are buried as deep as the loved ones who have lost their lives; some because of their own personal struggles, others because it was just their time. We become bitter instead of better; and our enemies triumph over the misery we created, the prison we stay in, because so much has happened, and a miracle is like holding one's breath. Our soul has died and we are now just living life on Neutral, Fear, Anger, Resentment instead of living life to the fullest. It does not happen overnight; our wounds must heal, and we must forgive ourselves and others. It's a journey to live at your full potential, not an overnight remedy, or a "3-keys-to-a better-you seminar." We are all different and not all "methods" or "keys" are one-size-fits-all. Work is required within, but some of us are too broken to even begin. The time wasted on the losses, pain, resentment, is time that could be used towards healing and moving forward. We all have our wars within; that has broken us down to a level we never imagined; but holding on to the pain and hurt, and giving up and numbing what should be healed, extends the sentence to the prison we have created, and the process of release starts within. -S.Q.S💞
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