Dear Jesus

Dear Jesus, 
As I am sitting here writing to you, so many thoughts consume my mind.  
(but you know that) 
I have faith when it comes to who you are and what you are capable of, but I still struggle with how you see me! 
(Your Precious, Anointed, Beautiful, Strong Warrior) 
I still operate as though I were that broken girl who did not believe others loved or believed in her abilities. 
As a result, this “broken girl” always strives beyond her own ability when it comes to others. 
I “come off” more put together than I truly am at times; and I can admit that I am NOT a fan of this “messy middle” version of myself. 
Vulnerability so raw it cuts some people in the process! 
Laser-focused on the path instead of keeping my focus on you. 
My apologies Lord! 
Where I am weak... You are STRONG! 
The strength, skills, gifts, and beauty others see is not me at all, but only a glimpse of who you truly are! 
Please continue to help me heal; and fight the lies of others who claim that I am anything less than who you say I am! 
Fearfully & Wonderfully-Made! 
A Royal Priesthood! 
Anointed, Loved, Redeemed, & Chosen... & so much more! 
Please help me operate as such in this new season that I have entered! 
 
Please continue to give me eyes that see and ears that hear! 
(Less of me & more of you) 
Thank you for loving, guiding, and using me as a vessel! 
Using my trials and storms as a blueprint for others. Using my overall pain for good and purpose! 
Growth and becoming who I was meant to be before this world got the best of me. 
Renewal of the mind, and holding on to your hand, as my family and I have entered a season of Promise & Purpose! 
Thank you for this honor to bring your lost children back to you! 
Thank you for all that you have done; and all that you will do! 
(All Glory to God) 
Thank you for being the Great “I AM,” Jehovah & Jireh! 
 
In Jesus name I pray Amen!